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Apr 29th
Yea... I am going back my hometown tmr. Just for my sister's wedding. It's the whole purpose of my trip. Just the one day wedding and nth else.
Well, i am supposed to feel happy, shouldn't i? It's hard to say that whether i am happy or not happy. Going back hometown, meeting up with relatives and maybe can beg for hong bao money that i supposed to get them on the CNY day itself. (maybe don't have to beg, they belong to me anyway. Lol). So yea.. It's joy backing there.
However, it's only FOUR days. And i am going to miss lessons. (that's not my point though. haha...) i don't even have the time to sit around the coffee shop, wasting the whole afternoon just to look at this city one more time with different angle. i want to feel "home" again. With the schedule that totally packed without a piece of gap for all 4 days, i guess i should be glad if i can grab a tiny piece of them before they slip through my fingers...
Home doesn't have to be a big place with a lot of fanciful decoration and expensive furniture; It doesn't have to be surrounded by nicely trimmed grass and beautiful flowers. It's a place where u think about the most when u are lost or depressed, confused or disappointed. Just like a bay covers u no matter how heavy is the rain out there.
The feeling about home.. It is sour...
Yea... I am going back my hometown tmr. Just for my sister's wedding. It's the whole purpose of my trip. Just the one day wedding and nth else.
Well, i am supposed to feel happy, shouldn't i? It's hard to say that whether i am happy or not happy. Going back hometown, meeting up with relatives and maybe can beg for hong bao money that i supposed to get them on the CNY day itself. (maybe don't have to beg, they belong to me anyway. Lol). So yea.. It's joy backing there.
However, it's only FOUR days. And i am going to miss lessons. (that's not my point though. haha...) i don't even have the time to sit around the coffee shop, wasting the whole afternoon just to look at this city one more time with different angle. i want to feel "home" again. With the schedule that totally packed without a piece of gap for all 4 days, i guess i should be glad if i can grab a tiny piece of them before they slip through my fingers...
Home doesn't have to be a big place with a lot of fanciful decoration and expensive furniture; It doesn't have to be surrounded by nicely trimmed grass and beautiful flowers. It's a place where u think about the most when u are lost or depressed, confused or disappointed. Just like a bay covers u no matter how heavy is the rain out there.
The feeling about home.. It is sour...
